My sleep schedule has been really messed up lately. I end up staying up all night when I’m exhausted. Then when Ryan gets to school I still have trouble napping so I spend the entire day exhausted. I haven’t even had the energy to play WOW lately. Pretty pathetic. I’m 24 years old and sitting on AOL.

I’m kind of having an emotional week. That’s rare for me lately. My meds have worked well and I’ve been pretty stable and happy. Maybe it’s because I just got over my period. x_x

I really miss Justin a lot. Every visit it gets harder and harder to wait for the next. I really hope he can move here soon. I’m kind of lonely.

My hairs a mess. Need to cut it and dye my roots. I really need to shape my eyebrows as well. They’re all growing in.

Oh new livejournal! ILU ANGELA. <3

I spent some of today adding content to my site. Mostly in the writing section. I really dislike my writing.. but I figured what the hell. Daniel was nice enough to edit my short story for me. Thanks again, Daniel!

I changed my layout some too.. just the top image. And I resized the sidebars some.

I plan to add a lot more content this week. Just not sure when exactly I’ll have the time.

Oh yeah and I lost my Gaia account. They banned me AND Ryan. Poor Ryan! How could a six year old possibly do anything to get banned for? I really dislike how Gaia jumps to conclusions and banhammers without warning.

Is it even possible to get your account back by contesting a ban? I have yet to see it happen, but I’m trying anyway. I worked hard for all my crap on that game.

Speaking of Gaia I’ve been reading their forums a lot again. lol Ryan plays the games on there so he makes me sign on. Justin tried out the new MMO “zOMG” with him. I haven’t played it yet. I like the new Cinema feature. There’s a lot of free cool movies playing in there. Justin and I tried to watch Higher learning in there but his kept freezing for some reason. I hope he figures out how to make it work. I used to that movie! Anyway, if any of you still use Gaia add me. I’m Gurlish@gaia. Ryan’s username is “Rysn”. And I gave “Deidara” to Justin. Now he’s getting attacked and insulted by all the Narutard’s instead of me. x_x

An other thing I have really fell behind on is reading. I absolutely reading, and lately I haven’t read a thing. Cetta sent me "Gone With The Wind" for my birthday. I did finally start it and I enjoy it so far. I’m definitely going to start on that again. Hopefully I’ll Finnish it before A Dance With Dragons comes out.

I also want to order a bunch more religion books. A lot of the ones I ordered last spring ended up being complete crap. Someone on Gaia was nice enough to link me to a list of Wiccan and Witchcraft books ’d by a High Priestess. So I want to check them out. ( I’m not Wiccan, just curious. )

Books To Order:

• Witchcraft Today – Gerald Gardner
• The Meaning of Witchcraft – Gerald Gardner
• Drawing Down the Moon – Margot Adler
• Mastering Witchcraft – Paul Huson
• The Crooked Path Journal (Various Contributors)
• Sorgitzak: Old Forest Craft – Veronica Cummer
• The White Goddess – Graves
• Aradia: Gospel of the Witches – Leyland
• Magick in theory and practice – Crowley

It looks like Chris is leaving California on the sixteenth! He should arrive a few days later. Ryan’s extremely excited about him moving back. I’m happy too. He’s going to help me get my license. Plus once he gets his business going he’s going to hire me to help out. Probably with website stuff. Although if he needs me to help with clients I could do that too. I don’t mind taking care of old people at all. They’re easier to look after than kids!

Plus it will be nice to have someone around that I can call to help me with Ryan. Or with stuff around the house. I still can’t get my printer/scanner working.

I just hope Justin’s okay with it all. He says he is. Chris and I have been just friends since Ryan was born. We aren’t ever getting back together. Neither of us want that. But he was my best friend before we were ever together. And I don’t ever see that changing. We’ve been friends for over 10 years.