It doesn’t take a genius to know that the majority of people are cruel, mean, selfish, and even manipulating. No matter how many times I encounter this however it does not sink in. I end up meeting these same kinds of people over and over and even now, maybe 2 weeks away from being twenty five, I still fall for it. And I have absolutely no understanding as to WHY I do this.

I think deep down I’m an idealist. I assume everyone is trustworthy until they do something to break that trust. I assume that if I am kind, respectful, honest, and polite to others that I will receive the same treatment in return. that however, is not the case. People take that kindness and shit on it. Repay respect with disrespect and lies. they hurt people who have been nothing but kind to them for absolutely no reason whatsoever. But why? What does it do for them? Where does it get them? Other than minus one friend?

They say the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over yet always expecting a different result. If that’s the case then who’s really insane? The liar who plays head games? Or the person who just walks into them every time with every new person they meet?