Winter IS coming. To harden the ice barricading my every feeling. Feeling. is it even there anymore? So many years, so many winters, trapped beneath the walls of ice shrouding my every emotion. Springs so cold they melt not a thing, summers infertile, leaving the barren earth to wilt beneath the ocean breeze. The flowers no longer flourish, the flowers.. that held so much beauty and perfection. They’ve all withered now, they barely begin to sprout a bloom before they’re stomped out by the cold and darkness. I remember the beautiful spring. I remember blossoming into a flower, so beautiful. I too have withered away. Pollen swept away and decaying. Even the bees barely a reflection of the beauty and nourishment they once possessed. I recall summers, heat beautiful and frightening to behold, dancing in rain so warm it felt like a teardrop from the heavens, the warm mud splattering my feet, awaiting a , a miracle in the skies. Now the cold dry earth engulfs us, sucking us in. The beauty is gone, the warmth frozen, in summers of hail and cold. I brace myself for what will be, shivering, wondering, knowing, my spring came too soon, summers long forgotten beneath these blankets of snow.

Today I was linked to this website. http://www.brbsuicide.com/

I find this very disturbing. Knowing the internet, I guarantee people will actually vote for suicide. Which is just messed up in my opinion. So as a nice person I find it is my duty to link this website to as many people as possible in hopes that I can help stop this person from killing themselves.

If you’re reading this right now you’re probably thinking “why should I care?”. Why WOULDN’T you care? This person could be anyone. Someone’s Brother, Boyfriend, Dad, Friend.  If you could help save someone’s life by simply clicking a link why not try? It only takes 2 seconds of your time.

Happy birthday to me. I’m getting old.

I spent yesterday at the Hospital and today at the Dr’s office. Ryan burnt his hand at my dads house. He’s alright though. It was only first degree burns with a few spots of second degree. He says it doesn’t even hurt anymore.

However, the accident has caused a war between my Dad and Nana that they can’t seem to leave me out of. They just won’t STFU.

I’m playing WOW again. My Paladin is finally 80! Yay for AV leveling. And thanks to TOTC I already have almost full epics rofl. I just really need new shoulders. I also already have 2 furious pieces for PVP.

Oh, Justin and I are back together.