Ryan just lost an other tooth. Now he’s missing both of his teeth next to his middle ones so they look all huge.
He’s mad because his friends couldn’t stay over tonight, everyone was busy. So we played some games then watched Resident Evil together. I recorded it for him on DVR since he’s obsessed with the Resident Evil games and had never seen the movie. He s zombies, but they terrify me! He’s been begging me to read him World War Z for two years now but I think he’s too young. I read it two years ago then lent it to my cousin Jesse and it scared the crap out of us both. Jesse slept with the lights on for 2 months
 

P.S. My Dad is fucking ANNOYING when he’s drunk.. which is every fucking night.

It’s been months since I last updated this blog. 4 months to be exact. My hosting even went down for a few weeks because my credit card was maxed out and I didn’t realize my payment didn’t go through. My desktop was also out of service for the past few months. My laptop is annoying and i hate typing out blog posts on it. I’m back now though! Thanks to Justin for buying me a new power supply for my desktop.

I’ve been really busy. A few weeks ago I finally moved into the new house. It’s amazing and I’m happier than ever!! The sunroom and my hallway and the kitchen tiles are still unfinished but everything else looks great. We had a lot of bad luck with things arriving broken. Including my bedroom set. They have to replace one of my drawers and the top of my dresser. So I can’t put the mirror on it yet. Hopefully that will be fixed soon.

Today they replaced the cable line so everything’s really fast. Even Ryan’s computer and his wii on wifi. Before it kept going out.

Justin was here for a week!! He left on Sunday. I miss him. We had a lot of fun. We saw Robin Hood on Saturday. It was a really good movie. On Friday we spent the day in Plymouth at the waterfront. We also took Ryan bowling for his birthday. He didn’t want a party for some reason. I’m still trying to get Ryan a kitten.

Today I feel like shit because I have a hangover AND got my period.

My Room so far;
the walls are pink but it doesn’t show up very well in these pics

Me yesterday;

I lost 45 pounds so far, but I still have a way to go.

( and sorry lj people I know i updated a lot of this already, I just got my crossposting wordpress plugin working again )

A lot of things have happened since I last updated. Christmas was great. Ryan said it was the best Christmas ever because he got an iPod Nano and a bunch of airsoft guns.

The house seems extremely close to being finished. I dare not get my hopes up though. Every time I do something decides to go wrong. But if all goes well I should seriously be moving in no time at all.

New years Eve was amazing even tough I didn’t even go anywhere…

Ryan and I had a lot of fun during his Christmas vacation. We spent a ton of time together. He’s doing really well and he seems happy. He’s also been behaving extremely well.

Justin and I broke up for good. It was for the best. We are trying to remain friends and I hope that works out.

I hope you all had a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!

I guess it’s time to stop slacking off. I’m done moping around all teary eyed and I’m done feeling sorry for myself. It was stupid of me to let anything affect me so much. I should of learned a long time ago that people suck.

Instead of crying and ing about the new house not being done I should be happy there’s a new house at all.. How many years have I been stuck here with seemingly no way out? At least now I know that I’ll be moving soon. And I know that as soon as I’m done moving I can turn my life around in ways I never could here. Even simple things will make everything so much better. This house is disgusting, depressing, and it eats your soul. The new one will be new, new and new.

I’m going back on weight watchers as soon as I get the money. I’m one of those people that just sucks at eating healthy unless I have something to keep me on track. Weight Watchers core plan does exactly that. There’s pretty much an unlimited amount of healthy foods I can eat as much as I want of. Not that I eat a lot, I just eat the wrong things. Weight Watchers gives me a reason to cook instead of microwaving Ramen Noodles and Lean Pockets. Plus taking weight off should help my back problems.

My Christmas shopping is almost done. All I need now is to get Ryan a game or two. I didn’t even have to charge anything this year! Not that I could have if I wanted to. My credit card was already maxed out.

I’ve had dry skin problems for years. Especially on one of my feet. I tried every moisturizer imaginable for literally years and it would still crack and bleed. Since I’m an Avon representative now I decided to try out their moisturizers since everything’s really really cheap at the moment with all the Holiday deals. I got Avon’s MOISTURE THERAPY Intensive Extra Strength Cream. So far I’ve only used it for two day’s and my foot is 80% better. I think this moisturizer might actually heal it.

When I first became an Avon representative I wasn’t so sure about blogging about their products. I put a lot of work into this blog for a long time and I’m not about to spam it out with Avon stuff just so I can generate sales. I want to keep it my honest opinions and reviews on products that work for me. This is definitely a product I can honestly refer people to. It’s helped me in a way no other moisturizer has. It’s also motivated me to try out more Avon products.